Emotions,Feelings,Hurts,Sorrows.

So much things to say...But shall keep it short. Things hasn't been going well,things hasn't been the same. This year is gonna be a tough year ahead,but i'm gonna go through all the odds. Seeing the person you love most and care most about with someone else,it's hurts. But what hurts most is knowing she choose him over you,it's cuts right through,deep. I'm just tired of drifting around,I know what I've to do,accept things. Wished so much that things went differently,but nothing you said made me stay,you've made your decision,and helplessly,painfully,I'll walk away. I'll leave everything knowing I did what I could do best in my shoes,I'll respect you and him,I'll be the better man,maybe cause i'm so different now. Can't seem to trust anybody nowadays. Right now the only things I can do is work is on myself, being the man my kids and wife would look up to someday,not because of wealth or fame,but because of my character and the person I'd become someday .

This would be my goals for 2013: 1)Hit between 65-70 kg and get ripped by Dec. Body fat Goal: 8% 2)Complete a Marathon 3)Clear all modules 4)Be better a son to mum and siblings. 5)Quit smoking by June 6)Consistently improve and work myself. 7)Continue motivating others