Came school unusually early today only to realize class got cancelled way before I knew anything,what a great way to start off the day...Sometimes I can be a pretty blur person myself after all. Been too busy lately, Last thing I'd thought of doing is updating my blog or tweet about the things that's been going through on my mind recently.. Got most my assignments settled,except for the RWP Presentation Slides that gotta be ready by Friday. Stressful week it is, especially when I've got work to top everything off. Just wanna get through this week~ Being single ain't easy as I thought it would be, Still getting used to making the right decisions and taking control over my life, trying be focus and not be distracted by all the ladies and party life. What i'm afraid is making the wrong decision,because if I were to fall...I'll probably fall hard and alone. But then again,my friends has never failed to be there when that happens,that's why I love and treasure every single one of them. For the most part,what fears me most is when the emotions inside that tends to take over sometimes. I have soften up so much,to a point where I tend to forgive too easily and care a lot about others..even those who'd scared my heart before. Don't wanna let that be my downfall, especially not now.
Seeing a friend's dad pass away,it get me thinking about how bless we are to still have our mum and dad around. Things might have been rough between us,mum and I,but,as we grow older,we realized the sacrifices and troubles they've went through to bring us up to where we are today. Love my mum more than she thinks I do,although we've had our huge fights before,she's went through a lot without my dad just to feed us three at home...It sure wasn't easy. For that i'm utterly grateful mum,and promise to make it up to you someday,somehow~ when i'm alittle older (:


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